Faded

Years have passed and the only thing I can make the percentage better is my body fat. :(

Midlife crisis is seriously exist, it takes me to the whole new arena of life, which is misery.

If I were to compare my life before these 5 years, it would be a complete set of contrast in my usual state. Happiness was my middle name before, but now I ought to remind myself to be happy.

My previous-self is sometimes fading, too overwhelmed with sadness sometimes despite my look is almost as homogenous as before.

Faded. I hope I will go before you.