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Friday, May 12, 2017

Do you know that it is ADDICTIVE


Hello and hi again my page

So long that I have not feel this way for quite some time

Let me tell you what I do for a living

I am a research assistant (again) who loves to write papers
What I did was I write a blog post instead of a manuscript

Do you know why
Because I felt so sleepy that I have to eat cheese buns
Don't (eh symbol ini boleh pulak) you think that is super crazy
That I will put on weight and keep annoying myself with my jelly belly

Eh I want to tell you
Sometimes I felt inferior that I am working part time-ly as a research assistant that I cannot make loan to buy a new car
HAHA

Then I will pat my shoulder saying that my part of blessing in this life is actually countless

That is the most important thing in my life
Thank you husband for this life --- eh why so out-of-nowhere

Love myself truck-loads
SaidaMj

After a LONG silent

Assalamualaikum

So that I came back here again
Not hoping anyone to read what I write (haha kasihan tidak)
But seriously not

I found that my life is not like before
Obviously

It is not that I became not as happy as before
But the commitment of being a (wonderful) adult --- blerghhhh

I am just an ordinary person
I can buy what I want to buy (with little amount of money I would not want to buy a BMW lah obviously)

Overall I can say that being 30 is not that hard
Haha
I just wake up everyday without stress
I can still choose to sleep with my dream or wake up and chase my dream

I do not involve with a stressful event in life yet
Grateful that I can still enjoy watching Paw Patrol even though I really want to watch other TV channel
But hey

Being a mother is super great

Okay
So that if you notice
My keyboard has problem with symbols

Till we meet again

I LOVE MY LIFE muahhhh - I kiss my life HAHAHAHAHA

Sleepy
SaidaMj

Sunday, June 5, 2016

Kitchen Newbie

Of all the place in the world (at least my small world), I choose kitchen, because I fall in love with Donal. He he. 


I will serve love on every plate and hope the foodies could dive to heaven with every bite of my cooking.


Semoga cepat bertaubat daripada segala hiperbola pastu esok masak sesedap untuk suami berbuka. Hehe. 

Salam Ramadhan 1437 / 2016.

Wink, 
idatazira

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

why am I doing this?

Assalamualaikum.

Krisis2 hidup dekat nak cecah umur 30 pun datang. Dia dalam bentuk emosi dan fizikal.

Sepatutnya bila usia meningkat, perlulah malu kalau ibadah tak meningkat. Kan.

Tu celah2 iman goyang, mulalah komplen sana sini. Segala benda tak cukup.

Hm. Baiklah. Akan cuba insaf. Selanjutnya, baiklah pi tido dulu.

Adios.

Friday, October 9, 2015

Pregnancy and Breastfeeding

Assalamualaikum.

Today I am 39 weeks pregnant with my second baby. How grateful :D, alhamdulillah, it's an easy pregnancy yet again, I didn't vomit at all through this time. No morning sickness at all, at all!! :D

As I came back to Malaysia from the UK, I was already 3 months pregnant, and all the way in the 12-hours flight, I breastfed my Kiwish. He was too clingy, imagine, 8 hours in the flight, he didn't move from my breast, God-forsaken, only He knows how much strength he gave me during that time.

Good bye, London!

Even until now, I still breastfeed Kiwish, directly! Walaupun melibatkan masalah emosi, emak mengamuk malam-malam sebab pinggang sakit, dia masih melekat di you-know-where itu, breastfeeding is still safe for pregnant woman. You may claim that your nipples become more sensitive towards the increasing trimester, but as a mother, it's bearable (I think).

You might want to do a little research about breastfeeding while being pregnant, please do. Boleh dicari di group penyusuan susu ibu di Facebook or just Google. Kalau nak lagi saintifik, you may go for scholarly articles. From my reading, there is still no evidence that this is an issue. Selamat for mommies and breastfed babies as well as babies in the womb. So don't worry, regard it as a bless.

People might say,
tak baik, nanti anak yang menyusu tu mudah sakit
tak baik, nanti anak dalam perut tak cukup nutrien
nanti tak pasal premature contraction

I went through it, and all the sayings are just not right (at least for me). You may try and please not to worry what people say. If you have the love for your kids, you will do it without hesitation. Trust me, your baby will be safe, inside out even though you're breastfeeding.

* * *

I wrote this post few weeks ago and now my newborn is 13 days, the big baby, Kiwish is still breastfeeding, but not regularly, he is learning to let it go.................... let it go. Hihi.

Breastfeeding is safe during pregnancy. I did it, and nothing wrong with it.

wink wink ~.^

Monday, June 8, 2015

My my

I set a taboo to myself to write terrible things about people.  Afraid that it will make my bad side becomes transparent, but I am too normal that have feelings, anger and sadness. I too have options to hate and love,  but not that angelic to love every second. Knowing that is a weakness, I need shoulder to lean, ear to listen.

Can you just wipe your tears when you're terribly sad and become euphoric at a blink of eyes? Bet you're too perfect to do so. I totally can't be.

There were days, I was filled with loaded of loves and foods. Of course there were some, the days were filled with tears and anger.

I accept to die with empty stomach, and not dying alone, at least I am always be accompanied by the little baby in my womb. Enough of blessing.

Ripped.

Saturday, December 20, 2014

introduce yourself (please)

Introduce yourself.  As in an interview.

I attended an academic post interview last month and that was the first question (not really).  Er fyi I spotted that question but I flunked answering it, well because I prepared my answer in English and I was asked that question in Malay. What a heck.

Aha. Baru nak masuk 3 tahun duduk UK dah tersedak bila kena cakap Melayu memang boleh bla.

Sekarang saya akan jawab soalan tu dalam bentuk karangan.

Nama saya Saida. Umur 27 tahun. Asal Negeri Sembilan. Hobi masak, makan, 'stalking' fb and ig orang ramai.

Saya dah kahwin, anak satu, lelaki. Lepas saya tamat master di UKM, saya ikut suami sambung belajar di UK dan jadi surirumah sepenuh masa.

Sekarang saya gulung master buat tukun. Tak. Daripada pengamatan saya, orang ramai cakap bestnya hidup saya. Takyah kerja, duduk UK.

Aaa. Memang best pun. Tapi...

Oklah. Biarkan ia jadi misteri.

Wink wink ~.^

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