Good bye 2017

Hello Dusty-bloggie

I am giving a new nick name for this page "Dusty-bloggie" or when I am too lazy in future I will just call you DB

That is the fate for a blog
Please accept that my dear DB

Btw
Tomorrow will be a new start for my ageing life - I will be 31 OMG - 
not my birthday actually it's just the year 

Looking back for this 2017
Despite there were hiccups here and there
Life has been great alhamdulillah

Lets pray for a better year and life forward
I foresee myself as a busier momma in 2018 that I will have my 3rd baby pop-out in early February and will have to register my PhD in April hopefully
My eldest baby Kiriz will go to school - feel old enough my boy is growing bigger
My 2nd baby Wildan - I pray that he can bear longer with every blood transfusion and start his chelation smoothly

And please God give me more money hihihi
Ameen

wink

Hello Dusty Bloggie

Assalamualaikum

I am 32 weeks pregnant with my third pregnancy yippie

I feel like my talent to write a blog post has gone

It feels like I have nothing to scribble



Hihi

I just want to make sure that my blog will not die


However

I am happy

Ok daaa

Till I write again

wink

Faded

Years have passed and the only thing I can make the percentage better is my body fat. :(

Midlife crisis is seriously exist, it takes me to the whole new arena of life, which is misery.

If I were to compare my life before these 5 years, it would be a complete set of contrast in my usual state. Happiness was my middle name before, but now I ought to remind myself to be happy.

My previous-self is sometimes fading, too overwhelmed with sadness sometimes despite my look is almost as homogenous as before.

Faded. I hope I will go before you.

Do you know that it is ADDICTIVE

Hello and hi again my page

So long that I have not feel this way for quite some time

Let me tell you what I do for a living

I am a research assistant (again) who loves to write papers
What I did was I write a blog post instead of a manuscript

Do you know why
Because I felt so sleepy that I have to eat cheese buns
Don't (eh symbol ini boleh pulak) you think that is super crazy
That I will put on weight and keep annoying myself with my jelly belly

Eh I want to tell you
Sometimes I felt inferior that I am working part time-ly as a research assistant that I cannot make loan to buy a new car
HAHA

Then I will pat my shoulder saying that my part of blessing in this life is actually countless

That is the most important thing in my life
Thank you husband for this life --- eh why so out-of-nowhere

Love myself truck-loads
SaidaMj

After a LONG silent

Assalamualaikum

So that I came back here again
Not hoping anyone to read what I write (haha kasihan tidak)
But seriously not

I found that my life is not like before
Obviously

It is not that I became not as happy as before
But the commitment of being a (wonderful) adult --- blerghhhh

I am just an ordinary person
I can buy what I want to buy (with little amount of money I would not want to buy a BMW lah obviously)

Overall I can say that being 30 is not that hard
Haha
I just wake up everyday without stress
I can still choose to sleep with my dream or wake up and chase my dream

I do not involve with a stressful event in life yet
Grateful that I can still enjoy watching Paw Patrol even though I really want to watch other TV channel
But hey

Being a mother is super great

Okay
So that if you notice
My keyboard has problem with symbols

Till we meet again

I LOVE MY LIFE muahhhh - I kiss my life HAHAHAHAHA

Sleepy
SaidaMj