Dugaanku

Felt much better when I speak to Ayah. Ternyata kuasa ibu bapa lebih hebat daripada kuasa tunang.

I learned that, I cannot ask everyone to please me. I am a Muslim, and this is not my country. Ternyata Malaysia lebih hebat. Surau ada di mana-mana. Lelaki tak boleh sebilik dengan wanita. I am proud with my country.

This is a challenge. I paid for my stay in here until next week. I paid for female room. Instead, bermula malam ini akan menjadi mix room, sebab, bilik mereka nak renovate. They do not have any other place to separate the room.

Cakap banyak takda guna juga. Ayah cakap it's okay, Mat Salleh tak jahat and usually they respect women. Tuhanku, my family and everyone I love is not here with me, only You can protect me. Only You know why I have to stay here. I tried to book other backpacker hostels as well, tetapi turut mendukacitakan.

To the fiancee. I am very sad sebab anda sungguh garang. I have to, and I hope you understand. I am coping.

Tuhanku, lindungi aku daripada sebarang kejahatan. I love You.

Sekian.