fifteen.

ada sesuatu dalam kepala yang mengganggu. tapi dia bukan macam ketumbuhan otak tu. bukan. tak ingin yang itu pun.

I'm not saying that it is worse than brain tumor, of course not [sebab sejak bila saya pernah rasa brain tumor? so memang it is better than brain tumor lah ni, walaupun macam teruk juga.] well, gadis ini sangat suka buat statement kurang keyakinan, as well as gedik that I can choke myself. eii. kenapa sekarang sangat emo, entahlah.

the case:

my brain keeps wandering around. still can't even find the cell or neuron which is needed to make a decision.

I'd love to be in denial phase. unfortunately, that DENIAL would hurt a heart. or maybe more than one heart. [heart, hati. bukan jantung okay]

you know, sometimes I'd LOVE to invent my own novel inside my brain, too.

p/s:
actually I am fine, don't worry about me eh. ;p [in case kawan-kawan yang caring risaukan saya, hee ;p] - bajet hot, macam semua orang care dia. hehhe.

wink wink ~.^