hot-panas. bukan hot marah.

I was nearly roasted today. oh. negaraku sangat panas lah. anyway, I appreciate my country, where everything is normal. day and night, sun and moon..

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I am not sure whether my age had turned me into a better person. and I am not sure, whether 23, which only a number, had turned me into a woman. well, of course not. I simply being MYSELF, with a lot of weaknessES. and that MYSELF is so childish on others' perspective. sometimes, it is MYSELFish.

"Childhood is not from birth to a certain age and at a certain age the child is grown, and puts away childish things." -Edna St. Vincent Millay

I haven't put childish things away, yet, even my age is becoming 23 soon. hm. maybe I am neither a woman nor a child. I am a teenager - not knowing what's best for her own self. [eh tapi dah nak masuk 23 tahun hidup, mana boleh jadi TEENager lah. TWENTager okay kot?].

do not wish me "welcome to womanhood" until my wedding day [yang taktau lagi bila].

sekian. saya nak minum air. hari ini sangat panas, and weather affects me a lot, you know? - in negative way! okay, bye.

wink wink ~.^